Showing posts with label God's way. Show all posts
Showing posts with label God's way. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

When You Aren't Good Enough and That's Okay

We're sitting at the table this morning, eating Cheerios with fresh peaches, and reciting Awana Bible verses (trust me, most mornings are not this idyllic). My three-year-old Awana Cubby repeats his condensed version of Romans 3:23, but then Landon queries, "Why does he have to learn that verse?It doesn't say anything about God or what He did." This boy doesn't miss a thing.

I nod in consent, "You're right, Bubby. Why do you think it matters that we know 'All have sinned'? What does that tell us about who we are and what we need?"

He ponders the question and responds, "Because we need God."

Ding-a-ding. Give that boy a prize.

I take a last bite of peach and internally consider what recognizing our depraved need does for us. What happens when we don't acknowledge it? After all, if we think "we're pretty good," what use do we have for a Savior? In our minds, we don't need saving. We become the proverbial man on the roof, stranded by high-rising flood waters, oblivious to our impending doom, shaking a shoo-away hand at anyone who comes by in a boat.

Peace and security don't follow ignorant distraction. Or from pretending that our truth is found in an alternate reality--one that denies our Creator, our need for saving, and our Savior's plan. He's the one that writes the story and He's already scripted the final plot twist and climax.

Going back to my son--lest you think him a redeemed angel--he proved his point in full display not one hour later. Refusing to obey to my command and yelling explosively at his brother, he demonstrated the ugliness of our natural sinful state. Calmly instructing him in how he should talk to his brother and me (ahem, screaming "I hate you!" is not okay) did not result in remorse. The consequence of losing treats, TV and shortening his bedtime just invoked further outrage.

People often see consequence as some kind of annoying blight on their fun. In other words, if people just ignored a standard of absolute right/wrong, everyone could do what's right in his own eyes and all would be well. Really? Does anything become punishable at that point? Who determines what is morally wrong and what isn't? Authorities? What if those in power change...do morals morph too? Some would say a culture determines what's permissible and what's punishable? Some would say it's "majority rules." If that idea were true, then people would agree that Germans should have fully complied to Nazi standards. That major genocide was acceptable.

Without launching into a deep theological explanation--that's not the purpose of this post--we have to ask ourselves, who decides what's good enough? If the standard is ever fluctuating, how do we rely on it? If it's cultural, is it dependable?

Obviously, the standard--if it's to be one at all--must rest contingent on a source outside ourselves. The law of gravity isn't subject to human interpretation. Of course, I suppose you could claim, "I defy gravity and will prove that my way is better" and jump off a 10-story building. Of course, you'd only prove that gravity remains steadfast and people that jump are people that die.
Likewise, the definition of right/wrong, good/evil, and sin originates with the One who writes the Story.

We are born broken.
We are walking dead.
We are fallen and prone to stumble.
We are selfish.
We are lustful and rebellious.

But, we are created for a different purpose.

We are called created with a plan.
We are cherished and valuable.
We are wanted.
We are loved.

We were designed for a life other.

But, we can't get there on our own.

No amount of denial or striving or conjuring will get us to the side of eternal atonement.
We need a Redeemer.

You aren't good enough, and therefore, you should rejoice! The hope of salvation doesn't have to come from within, for He already covered it all. Everything you did and couldn't do was buried with Him and now we rise again renewed and eternal. We've been given a new hope.

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1 Peter 1:18-21The Message)

 Your life is a journey you must travel with a deep consciousness of God. It cost God plenty to get you out of that dead-end, empty-headed life you grew up in. He paid with Christ’s sacred blood, you know. He died like an unblemished, sacrificial lamb. And this was no afterthought. Even though it has only lately—at the end of the ages—become public knowledge, God always knew he was going to do this for you. It’s because of this sacrificed Messiah, whom God then raised from the dead and glorified, that you trust God, that you know you have a future in God.

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Was that for me?

Spiritually and emotionally, my body is beeping "overload, overload..." but I'm thankful for God's mercy and His patience in speaking to my heart. Since I'm a little deaf, it's vital He says it more than once...even to the point of obvious redundancy. Not too far from my own experience as a mother with my kids, is it? As parents, our phrases are on automatic replay. And God often forebears to say it again and again.

“And like an echo, God often uses the repetitive events and themes in daily life to get my attention and draw me closer to himself." - The Sacred Echo” 
― Margaret FeinbergThe Sacred Echo: Hearing God's Voice in Every Area of Your Life

Lately, I've been trying to pursue prayer in every area of life (What would you have me do here, God? Yes, for this? No?). Realizing how brief this life is, I don't want to waste my time (or His) chasing after something that shouldn't be on my radar.  God answers with yes, no, and not now. The dilemma confuses when I don't know if His answer is "no" or just "not now."

This week, I received a rejection email over a manuscript I'm working on. In his gracious care, God prompted me to read various blog posts, devotions, and hear songs with a similar theme--namely, how to move on when life disappoints. We won't always be on a mountain top; this life is pitted with shadowed valleys too.  And, I'm all too familiar with the word "no." However, I'm slowly starting to see it as a helpful boundary instead of a squelch in life.  And indeed, we are called to a life of "yes."

Yes, He is with me.
Yes, He calls me to live abundantly.
Yes, He has bestowed talents, passions, and a drive in me for a reason.
Yes, I am going to keep walking forward even if I don't know exactly what the next step is.
Yes, He cares.
Yes, He hears.
Yes, He answers.

May I ever listen to His answer and not conjure up a god who can only give one answer to satisfy me. He is the One who satisfies...not the things He gives me (or takes away).

His vision supersedes my limited perspective.  What arrogance to say "this is my life...this is my plan...this is only what's good and acceptable to me."
For His understanding has no limits, His goodness is untainted, and His care over my life is unmatched. With confidence I can open my hands wide and say, "whatever you wish, show me the way to walk forward. What do you have for me?"

Remember that any time you ask a question to Almighty God, you are going to get an answer from the Enemy too. He doesn't want us seeking God, and he certainly doesn't want us to hear how God responds. He would love nothing better than to confuse us, and make no mistake, he won't be after truth. Our enemy's middle name is deceit, so be on your guard. Know ahead of time what God speaks over us so that what the enemy says won't throw you off course. 

After I read the email I knew was coming, I sighed. God had prepared me, and yet, my heart was still susceptible to the pain of past rejections. The email triggered a vulnerable insecurity in my heart that the enemy taunted and tugged at, "You aren't surprised...of course, why should you be? You're just a second-rate writer. Why keep trying? It's pointless. Who cares about what you write when others have written it before...and better? You don't have the knowledge, experience, or platform to get published. Who do you think you are really?" 

Thankfully, God's Spirit in me put down a figurative foot and stopped the chaos erupting in my head. "I don't have any second-rate children."
"You have a gift I put in you and I will use it."  
"Rest, my daughter. Remember."

Abundant doesn't mean easy or comfortable or "my way," but it's the best way, the most satisfying way, and certainly the most connected to our Creator and Savior.  And who wants to miss out on that?


John 10:10 "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly."   


Isaiah 58:11
"And the Lord will guide you continually and satisfy your desire in scorched places and make your bones strong; and you shall be like a watered garden, like a spring of water, whose waters do not fail."          


Phil. 4:19 "And my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.